
David Stevenson, director of voice acting for The Axys Adventures: Truth Seeker, voice of Axys and Prince Reigus, has recently been involved with a band, as lead singer, Manic Bloom who have just released their first EP. I recently got a chance to have some email exchanges with David and wanted to share we spoke of.
Lancaster: Your work on Axys, involvement and the game itself, has it at all been a blessing in your life? What in general is God doing in your life?
Stevenson: Axys and RPC was and is definitely a blessing on my life in many ways. When I came on board with you guys, I was doubting my abilities and was losing a lot of self confidence. I was starting to think that all I could hope for is a “normal” life like my dad and his dad and his dad… (”Normal”, meaning working at a job I hate until I retire) Axys and RPC let me have a creative outlet from my mundane job, and also sharpened some of my skills. On top of that, it was a great experience to work with you guys, especially with how encouraging you were (and are!), and how passionate you are about the vision. I’m definitely proud to be able to say I worked on the game, and I wouldn’t change anything at all, were I to go back in time.
As far as what God’s doing right now - I think He’s still just bringing me through a season of waiting. There’s a lot of possibilities in the near future (getting a house hopefully soon, the band, recording people, a possible job opening with a guy that does voice overs…), but I’ve been stuck in the same spot for a while. If you were to ask me what I think I’m supposed to be learning, I’d say patience and relying on Him… However, I’ve found that I’m not as patient as I once thought I was. Nor am I as reliant on Him and I used to think. So I guess that’s what God’s doing right now… Hitting me over the head, telling me to trust Him and wait!
What Scares You Most
Watch the hand connect the dots
Between the lines inside your thoughts
Even in your dreams it still takes hold of you
Lancaster: I used to have night terrors when I was a child, half asleep half awake, absolute nightmares I’d go crazy. The only way I could describe them was ‘there were lines and dots’ serously, that’s what I said when I was 10 years old.
Stevenson: Whoa!!! That’s pretty crazy! I wrote the song to be kind of the moment when things start clicking in the head of someone who is beginning to believe in Christ. Watch the hand connect the dots – the story where King Belshazzar saw the hand of God write on the wall the words “Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin” – basically “You’re not as tough as you think you are. You’ll be judged just like everybody, and currently, it won’t be in your favor”.
The thought of lines and dots in my head are just the truths of God that I think are written inside of us, but our sin tries to force us to not make sense out of them. As long as they’re scattered everywhere, then we don’t understand them, and we don’t live like they’re true. However, when God grabs us, and forces us to the edge and make us choose, he makes it perfectly clear what we are choosing. Either we can stay on the ledge and we’ll always be desperately fighting Him, or we make the leap of faith and are free. It scares the crap out of us, but it’s exactly what we need.
Lancaster: What Scares You Most talks about taking a leap of faith, a point in some lives when we can be so terrified to take the jump. What was the most significant leap of faith in your life?
Stevenson: The leap of faith in my life… I’m not sure what the most significant leap would be… I grew up with a Christian mother, going to a Christian church, so becoming a Christian didn’t require me to feel like there might be nothing to catch me. I have friends who had a different experience… I remember one time in college, driving my newly Christian friend to his parents’ hotel room (they came in for the weekend to see him) to tell them he had become a Christian. They were Hindu, and they disowned him. I haven’t spoken to him in a few years now, but last I knew, they still wouldn’t talk to him. That’s a huge leap of faith.
One leap of faith for me deals more with my purpose, and listening to God’s direction. I grew up in Kentucky, and started college in Kentucky. Into my second year, I found out about a college in Tennessee that offered a program that I was passionate about, and felt like God was telling me that it was where I needed to go. I was really comfortable where I was – had great friends, a fairly serious girlfriend, and was halfway through a computer science degree. It scared me a whole lot, but I knew that I had to do it – else I would always regret it.
It was the right decision. I ended school (though it took me longer than it would have) with a degree in something that I love and am passionate about, showed me problems in my relationship with my girlfriend that I was not really willing to look at (and I met my wife not even a month after moving. We didn’t date until about 2 years later), and developed deeper and stronger friendships than I ever had in my life.
That’s kind of what the leaps seem to do, though, when you’re really listening to the Holy Spirit. We look at them as dangerous and risky – but then we have to see what we are holding onto. Even though my comfortable life was at risk when I took the leap, I was soon after shown that there was a far greater life than what I was living. It’s more like sky diving. It’s frightening, but it’s an awesome experience that changes your perspective, and hopefully makes you tell other people your experience.
Tonight’s When I Say Goodbye
Lancaster: I just read your song lyrics, and man wow! In Tonight’s When I Say Goodbye, is that a message from God to us? Your lyrics are so powerful, it seems to express the desire and yearning of the heart of God. Is that at all close to what you intended?
Stevenson: Exactly – God speaking to someone who “goes to church on Sunday” and has “never killed anyone” who thinks that since they’re a “good person” then they’re going to heaven. The problem is – it has nothing to with how “good” we are – but has everything to do with how perfect our savior is. If we’re not relying on Him, then we’re not going to come close.
Written in the perspective of a guy (God) who’s wife/girlfriend (the lukewarm “Christian”) isn’t faithful, and the guy has known all along, but has given all kinds of opportunities for her to straighten up and start fresh. At a certain point, it’s too late – and words are useless because actions have shown what she wants. She’s upset, but even though she’s always known she was in the wrong, she never said she was sorry because she just assumed that the guy would always deal with it. On the Day of Judgment, many will say “Lord, Lord!”, but God will say “Depart from me – I never knew you” . We serve a loving and forgiving God, but people often forget that he is perfect and just.
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